Wednesday, March 31, 2010

a possible return

I guess it has been a whole year...my priorities have left little room for me to be me and the spirit hadn't moved me. but now its spring, my forever reincarnation, full of emotion, ready to burst. but I am afraid of the words, afraid of their resentment against the time I've left them alone.

personally, I am in a good place. spiritually, I am headed in a good place. poetically, I am trapped. Hung up on bitter emotions that I feel are a waste of paper. my actions in life make me feel inadequate to express the word.

I started this blog to have a place to write without being known, without being judged by those who share my physical life. But the wall I've built around my heart won't allow the flow I need to survive. So today...I am making a commitment to try.

My life is full,
I am perched on the Spring and ready to unfold
This casing that I was born into must fall away
It no longer defines me.